I will always be here!

Hello bloggers, Well this is the last week for this term and i hate to say but i didn't do as good as i wanted or needed to. I always try my best to finish something with a bang but this is the first time that i have failed  myself. I have never been so disappointed in my life. For some reason this term started out great and as time went by and i just had way to much to handle at once. I guess I'll just have to try harder next term. But as for everyone else i hope you all did great and congrats on you future success!

Wow, we have reached the end!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello bloggers, the end is drawing near. One week left for this term in school and i have never been so nervous in my life. Final papers are due at the end of this week and it has been dreadful. I'm not really a great writer and it's not really my thing but this has been a good experience for me. This class alone has help me to see that you cannot just go and write about something and not have the correct information to back it up. Honestly i think the hardest part about writing is trying to find enough sources to back up the information that i was researching. I have read some papers that look like these people have been doing this for years and then when i look at my paper it looks like a fourth grader wrote it!
I honestly think i have stressed myself out about these two papers that i had to write so much it has taken just about all the energy that i had. I always say i refuse to let things stress me out but these papers have been driving me crazy.
I don't think i will be writing for a long while unless it is truly necessary because it's just not me. Don't get me wrong it's nice to write something and then look at the final project to see what you have done is a great felling but i think i might have gray hair because of this.

As the world changes, so do you!!

Hello Bloggers,
 I just want to say here in Connecticut this weather is driving me insane. One minute the weather is about 30 degrees and the next day it's pushing 60. I can't take the change let it be either cold or hot not both. I really don't have much to speak about this week i am really buried in work for school So on that note i will leave everyone with some words of love:
   If anything matters than everything matters. Because you are important, everything you do is important. Every time you forgive, the universe changes; everytime you reach out and touch a heart or a life, the world changes!

What's is love?

Hello Bloggers this is my little area of comfort when something is bothering  me. I can write whatever i want and not have anyone think that i am a lunatic. Everytime i find myself in a relationship that seems to be going well , something always have to happen. What is it? Do men always assume that because they are in a relationship with someone that is younger than them that the other person is just retarded? Who's really the retarded one?   Words for today: Even if you guard your heart better than the first time, there is always that possibility that a person will get to it and hurt it again. But it will never hurt the same as that first time because you always are going expect it once you have lived it. Life will never be the same....Why do people fall in love?? What is love???

My Kids Light Up My Life!!!!!!

Hello Bloggers
 Hopefully everyone is holding it together as much as possible. Soon Halloween will be here and it's sugar rush time for all the little monsters in our lives. Their our children but they sure act like monsters sometimes. Today my ten year old daughter comes to me and says "Mommy i don't want to be a Shedevil anymore i want to be a genie". I cannot wait until the day that i can sit back and say " Naijeh i don't want meatloaf today i want lobster. I guarentee i will not get the same reaction that i gave her! But no matter what when our kids get older they should be very greatful for all the things that we do, and see all the things that we sacrifice for them to be happy. And if they don't remember we have photos!!!!!!!!!
Here are some words of wisdom:

If anything matters than everything matters. Because you are important, everything you do is important. Every time you forgive, the universe changes, every time you reach out and touch a heart or a life, the world changes!

It may be hard, but we all can manage!

Hello Everyone,
 I have noticed in my time as an online student that no matter what you do, something always try to get in your way. I have a schedule that i follow on a daily basis that starts from 5:30am until i hit the sack at night, but it's like no matter what i do some thing always come up. Being a student and having 4 children is the hardest thing in the world especially when you are working also. I'm trying to hold it together as much as i can but i find myself taking a 2 minute scream every now and then. Hey sometimes you have to let it out!
 Here are some words of wisdom;
 You know we all have our days, some days we get to shine, some days we are on top of the world while other days we are not so Lucky. But I am Thankful for my Life and my ups & downs, because they have taught me to appreciate everyone & everything! Living, Loving, Laughing & Learning!

Where's the Love?

 The greatest love is the love that is never lost. Love that has a meaning that comes without a cost. The love that provides, satisfies, and intensifies my whole being. Love that doesn't make me sad or cry, the kind that makes me sing. The love that accepts my flaws and loves me as a person. Love that is there through thick & then, the love that comes from within....